I’m not very sure what B looks like any more, pictures just make B feel like a distant dream, or a faraway memory, or a Lol fragment of my imagination. I don’t know what B’s smile looks like, or voice sounds like. I have recordings, and pictures of B, but all of them feel funny, […]

Day 3: Kill Me.

Today was supposed to be all about going out with the family for some paper work and then hang out with a few EJP-ians. Like all plans this one crashed and burned, but this even shot out a few lights and sounds. My uncle who was supposed to come along after lunch disappeared. He’s deaf […]

Day 2: Tempted

I woke up around eight in the morning and like all Sundays lay in bed and watched my parents and sister talk in loud and booming voices. As usual I let myself stay transparent and they didn’t really acknowledge my presence or invited me in. I turned on the laptop to read my mail and […]


I sat in a corner crying my eyes red. My muffled cries echoed through the stone walled halls as I mourned the death of my pretty bird. The windows and walls in Satan’s den knew everything and yet turned a blind eye to my pain. I grew up in the shadows of hell being poked, […]

Fiery Rose

You tried to steal a glance Walking by me like the silence of night In a crowded place.  I saw the sparkle in your eyes And a naughty smile danced But I’m still not sure, If that was just me or If you really did smile Like the fireflies I like. Your hair blazing On […]