WTF. I just wanted to start with that and I’ve probably done it before, mostly not. I can’t possibly imagine myself doing anything in life at this point. I feel superbly useless, like a failure, waste of space, time and continuum. It’s all because I’m doing really badly in class at the University. I don’t […]
I’m not very sure what B looks like any more, pictures just make B feel like a distant dream, or a faraway memory, or a Lol fragment of my imagination. I don’t know what B’s smile looks like, or voice sounds like. I have recordings, and pictures of B, but all of them feel funny, […]
I woke up gasping for breath, like almost any other day. I took a few seconds to catch my breath, its never going to be easy and will always wake me up with a jolt. Based on the season my blanket changes, in summer its usually a thin and light sheet, in monsoon its a […]
Person : Your phones broken? Me : Only on the inside, like me.
You broke my heart every time we met, stepped on it, pulverised it and walked away. I manage to mend it and put it back together only for you to break it again. You’re never mean to me, your polite, sweet, adorable and absolutely delightful, but I think you treat me like a kid because […]
Neither tear stained cheek nor broken bones change what I feel for you. Continue reading “Heart break’s Crappy”
It’s difficult for me to talk about crying, feeling gloomy, moody, blue or just sad or off. To hide behind the tears or behind the mask I broke years ago. I’m sad it’s over, but the truth is I never liked it. I feel like I’m back on square one, and the experience isn’t helping. […]