I’m not very sure what B looks like any more, pictures just make B feel like a distant dream, or a faraway memory, or a Lol fragment of my imagination. I don’t know what B’s smile looks like, or voice sounds like. I have recordings, and pictures of B, but all of them feel funny, […]


I woke up to your scent this morning, not sure if it was a whiff of your deodorant stuck to my clothes or a memory of the previous morning – waking up next to you – whatever it was, it made my day. I wasn’t angry or annoyed or sad today; smiled a lot for […]

I didn’t ask for this…

I didn’t invite you in, didn’t beg you to talk to me, didn’t ask for your attention, or ask you to sing to me. You walked in, talked to me, gave me your attention, sang to me and we kissed under the rain. Things kept picking up atleast in my head, till you dropped, I […]

Can’t be fixed

Tears are rushing and I can’t hold them down, muffled screams and my eyes started to fill in. Tears broke out and flooded my cheek, but it was time to let them run, I didn’t have the strength to hold on to fragmented memories. My ears buzzed and I let the TV hum because I […]