My life is a series of bad days… Bad decisions, awful music, terrible haircuts, ugly clothes, stupid choices, dead- plants, pets and brothers. And then the bad days go out on a vacation and I have the time of my life because I don’t have demons to fight, arrows and bullets to dodge. These are ice […]


I’m spiraling down into nothingness, Like the oblivion in her eyes. Where worlds seemed devoid of lust, leisure, love or life. The fast light, strong wind, showers of rain It’s too much, can’t anymore; hope It goes away, like the bout of happiness from yesterday. My fingers traced the morning light on your skin, I’ve […]


I want to be admitted to a hospital. No, not a mental hospital, visiting hours there is horrible. I want to be admitted for something physical like a broken bone, appendicitis or some other surgery because we’re not equipped to deal with the injuries to mental health. After the surgery I’d be placed in an semiprivate […]