WTF. I just wanted to start with that and I’ve probably done it before, mostly not. I can’t possibly imagine myself doing anything in life at this point. I feel superbly useless, like a failure, waste of space, time and continuum. It’s all because I’m doing really badly in class at the University. I don’t […]
Little big feet walked around Steps closed in and days, melted into weeks. Pretty eyes never looked; almost never, A year and half later we talk, Months later we’re friends. A drunk night, he’s sleeping in my bed I sleep, in a bed right above. That lofty distance, will forever stay But hope is a hopeless thing; […]
On a rainy night I was struck by lighting and it was the best thing that happened to me all week. The morning after, I woke up on the street covered in muck; headed home disappointed. I was shocked when I realised that I was made up of glass. I’m literally invisible now and my […]
I’m not very sure what B looks like any more, pictures just make B feel like a distant dream, or a faraway memory, or a Lol fragment of my imagination. I don’t know what B’s smile looks like, or voice sounds like. I have recordings, and pictures of B, but all of them feel funny, […]
With every step darkness encroached, light seemed like a distant reality. Hope is conspiracy theory and love is an elaborate plan for inflicting pain on oneself.
I woke up around eight in the morning and like all Sundays lay in bed and watched my parents and sister talk in loud and booming voices. As usual I let myself stay transparent and they didn’t really acknowledge my presence or invited me in. I turned on the laptop to read my mail and […]
I sat in a corner crying my eyes red. My muffled cries echoed through the stone walled halls as I mourned the death of my pretty bird. The windows and walls in Satan’s den knew everything and yet turned a blind eye to my pain. I grew up in the shadows of hell being poked, […]