WTF. I just wanted to start with that and I’ve probably done it before, mostly not. I can’t possibly imagine myself doing anything in life at this point. I feel superbly useless, like a failure, waste of space, time and continuum. It’s all because I’m doing really badly in class at the University. I don’t […]
I gobbled down every happy memory that was tangible or ever mine. I listened to music that could cheer me up even on my worst day. I held back every tear and choked down on the sob that was knotting in my throat. I was scared to yawn , “what if” somebody catches a glimpse […]
I left behind my torn Kolhapuri They wore out and I needed to Run. From the monsters crawling out Of every happy memory I made. Now I stand here waiting for a new beginning That seems to be falling in place Naturally. Maybe my monsters weren’t actually in my head.
Bite, chew, tear off the flesh, and Leave the broken bones behind; The tender meat will break inside you, Juices flowing while you savour the spices. Slice, dice, stir, fry or barbecue, but Eat me, however you please Just don’t stop, taking a bite Of me.
More ranting and tears after a long break…
“I wouldn’t be surprised, In the middle of the night, to Find Vinay watching me in my room. I’d just say “Go home Vinay, it’s creepy.”” And she laughed loudly at me, then repeated it To everyone around me. We are… were friends, I tried many times to be Friendly, And not creepy. “You’re so […]
Either you do or you don’t; it’s a yes or a no. Life in my defence has always been either white or black and nothing else ever existed in my world view. The grey area never existed up until then and the first time we met, I nearly drowned in an ocean of self-pity. Or is this […]