Rant ∞

WTF. I just wanted to start with that and I’ve probably done it before, mostly not. I can’t possibly imagine myself doing anything in life at this point. I feel superbly useless, like a failure, waste of space, time and continuum. It’s all because I’m doing really badly in class at the University. I don’t […]


I’m not very sure what B looks like any more, pictures just make B feel like a distant dream, or a faraway memory, or a Lol fragment of my imagination. I don’t know what B’s smile looks like, or voice sounds like. I have recordings, and pictures of B, but all of them feel funny, […]

Day 4 : Smells

The food and places have been hyperlinked to let you know what they are if you haven’t heard of them. Today was supposed to be an amazing evening, because I had the day off and decided to go eat masal dosa, and smell flowers before buying. So the evening that was supposed to be about […]

Day 3: Chicken Curry

Today was the last of my mid semester exams, I had a brilliant lunch- chicken curry and rice, stuffed chicken, a brownie and a pan cake for dessert. I spent the next two hours having conversations with a couple of people I find interesting. I went swimming after that, I swam 24 laps today and […]

Day 2 : Making lists

Went back to swimming today and I finished 20 laps and it felt and still feels so nice. The exercise is all I needed and my emotions found a more sensible outlet. I decided to make a list today. I have always made lists, of music I need, books to read, I make lists while […]

Day 1: Chlorine

Today was my first day of back in a pool for practice in five years. The smell of the chlorinated water brought back so many memories from School. Three hour training sessions, Thursdays were competitions with the team, practicing even when it rained and those rare days where the pool was just for playing around. […]

Monsoon rains

I wanted to write about nothing and I just sat on the end of my bed looking outside the window, holding my phone to type… It started to rain and my mother wanted me to park the scooters inside the gate, where they wouldn’t get wet. I put down my mug of black tea and […]

Craving Momos

I’m craving Momo’s😭 I can’t find any good stuff… Damn. Now I’m craving momos. I have been craving momos for over two weeks now. I tried some in a little stall right outside my college, the stall here has the best mustard and chilli sauce I’ve had. But the momos here are okay, nothing super […]

Opening the Dosa

Walked back ten, maybe fifteen years in time when I entered a little room that was hiding behind the Yellamma Dasappa (now Dhanwantri) Hospital. The hospital Canteen has four tables and each with a pair of benches on both sides. It looked like something from a 90s Kannada movie, where the hero would use the […]