I wanted to write poems about her. I wanted to describe how she was like a rajnigandha flower, mellow yet intense. Her beauty was sublime and when smiled, she always held back. I wanted to describe her long beautiful hair and the dramatic turns, head nods, eye rolls and expressions she had but I can’t […]
He told me I should write. That I need to write. He also told me that Babasaheb Ambedkar was in Columbia University when he was 19 (internet says 22) and we are here in UoH; shouldn’t this be easier? M and I sat across each other and spoke for almost two hours, he offered me […]
I left behind my torn Kolhapuri They wore out and I needed to Run. From the monsters crawling out Of every happy memory I made. Now I stand here waiting for a new beginning That seems to be falling in place Naturally. Maybe my monsters weren’t actually in my head.
More ranting and tears after a long break…
The more I try to deny it or run from it, the stronger it gets and harder it strikes back. I don’t know what else to do about it, don’t know if there is another way around it. I’m sinking in my chair, falling in deep and the hole has no walls that I could […]